Feeling of Resignation

 Assalamualaikum
of course not resigning with xox, yet
but with Candid Film Society
its been 2 years since i joined CFS
i quit teaching at MisiJaya because
i want to focus on being sales representative at CFS
the owner of CFS is my bff, Fizi
dia dah lama pujuk suruh join CFS
even asked me to quit my job at xox
and permanently work at CFS office
but i dont have the guts to take the risk
sebab apa?
sebab i know fizi very well
even he said
no one really knows him better than himself
after all nasib baiklah i trust my gut feeling

My job scope in CFS senang je
reply to customer inquiries
marketing semua takyah buat pun
if the customer agreed to proceed with the service
then i will get 10% commission
from their chosen photography packages
the highest sale i ever got from CFS was nearly rm1.7k
that was early last year
then it went up and down
normally between rm500-1000
tapi itulah, nak dapat commission dari Fizi ni
i need to be a beggar
every end of the month kena meminta-minta
that is one of things yang turn off gila-gila
especially bila kerja dengan bff
nak cakap apa kan? sebab dia kawan
other than that
editing part takes hell tooooooo long
especially bila melibatkan video & album
customers sampai 10 kali follow up
and me, the one who deals with customer
yang kena tempias
kita sendiri pun sakit hati rasa nak maki
sebab editing part always exceed dateline
mostly reason dia tak sempat
inform customer this end of week akan siap
then next week pun tak siap-siap
drag lagi the other week baru submit
teruk betul

Part yang paling bagus in CFS
of course lah part photographers
always punctual during wedding day
gambar cantik, part tu tak pernah ada masalah
the business last year was really disaster
especially after the covid came
mostly small business went closed during the pandemic
CFS was impacted as well
the wedding sales went zero for a few months
sebab gov tak bagi buat majlis
so my part time income pun went zero juga
fizi pula other than wedding services
he provides studio service as well
shoot products and all
so dari situ lah source of income dia
hopefully kat mana-mana pun still ada rezeki dia
kita sebagai bff ni sentiasa support from behind
tapi itulah kan
kadang-kadang tu makan hati juga
haih

xx